“You should take this time to travel. Live overseas,” he said.
I shook my head because what would I want with an adventure like that? And I realized I’m surprised, yet again, by the fact that people don’t know me. So much of my insides that I thought shone through aren’t actually evident to other people.
They see that I’m in love with the world, and assume I have a desire to travel it. But I’m okay with loving the world from right here.
I don’t live for places. I don’t live for things. I don’t live for experiences.
I went to India, and I didn’t see the jungle; I saw the boys who splashed in the river, free from the addictions that once ruled their lives.
I went to England, but I didn’t see any of the historical sights; I saw a British woman and an African man pledging their lives to one another and preparing to shine their light in a country far from home.
I went to Sweden, but I couldn’t describe the streets of Stockholm; I remember clearly, though, the excitement in my tour guide’s eyes as he tried to show me all these things. And I would tell him now, “Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention. The streets paled in comparison to the light in your eyes.”
Because I live for people.
I live for the moments when they come alive. I live for the times they open their hearts and I see who they really are beneath all the fluff.
I don’t need adventure. I don’t need exotic. I just need a coffee shop, and you across the table from me. I would memorize the way your fingers dance around the rim of your cup, and I would listen—really listen—to the words coming out your mouth. And I’d hope to catch a glimpse beneath them, at what you’re really trying to say.
So, darling, let’s get coffee. I’ll pretend to drink mine as you tell me stories of the life you’ve always wanted to live.
That will be adventure enough for me.